The boy boy is back to where he is from, 300km far away from here. Weekends with assignments is pathetic :(. Couldn't make it up for the soul-mate on her birthday make it worst and assignments is no where near to complete. Everything is just so incomplete. :(
Anyhoo let's spur up my pathetic life with some happy moments. The boy boy is being so damn sweet. Woke up to his lots of miss calls makes me smile. He must be super pissed giving me such number of miss calls. He said : I'm super worried, haha it's hard to not believe that, when u receive so many miss calls. He'd been calling for 3 hours non stop. Haha now that I realize he really do cares about me more than I even knew. Never been really appreciated like this before, maybe I was by others too but never did came across my senses.
Maybe it's the fact that he is 300km far away from me that got me feeling as though I've not met him for ages while I actually met him only 2 days back. Gosh why is it like that......
Knowing the fact that next week will be a week full of assignments due and test I wont be meeting him and weekends he will be heading back to his crib again. Another weekend ahead of me facing the 300km far away situation.
=(
Okay i know i know it's only a week not meeting what so big deal.
Anyhow not like I wont meet him next week.
Somehow we will still meet coz of my selfishness, I will somehow request for meeting and the boy boy would somehow struggle his time to come over and fulfill my request. Sometimes i really think i'm being too self-centered in all these without thinking on behalf of him. But is just that I cant control and stick to my initial plan,when theres an option thrown over to me. The stupid boy has his flaws too, he like to mind-fuck me with option. He will be like : you really don't want me to go over? Really don't want? OMG when you got option of coz u will choose the one that you satisfied most right?. Not my fault also what.... Dont u guys agree with me? So now who is to be blame on these struggles? Me or him?
Ok lahhh i would say both is equally itchy backside!
Thats all for today,
Heading back to work
:(
Till then,
-The End-
Anyhoo let's spur up my pathetic life with some happy moments. The boy boy is being so damn sweet. Woke up to his lots of miss calls makes me smile. He must be super pissed giving me such number of miss calls. He said : I'm super worried, haha it's hard to not believe that, when u receive so many miss calls. He'd been calling for 3 hours non stop. Haha now that I realize he really do cares about me more than I even knew. Never been really appreciated like this before, maybe I was by others too but never did came across my senses.
Maybe it's the fact that he is 300km far away from me that got me feeling as though I've not met him for ages while I actually met him only 2 days back. Gosh why is it like that......
Knowing the fact that next week will be a week full of assignments due and test I wont be meeting him and weekends he will be heading back to his crib again. Another weekend ahead of me facing the 300km far away situation.
=(
Okay i know i know it's only a week not meeting what so big deal.
Anyhow not like I wont meet him next week.
Somehow we will still meet coz of my selfishness, I will somehow request for meeting and the boy boy would somehow struggle his time to come over and fulfill my request. Sometimes i really think i'm being too self-centered in all these without thinking on behalf of him. But is just that I cant control and stick to my initial plan,when theres an option thrown over to me. The stupid boy has his flaws too, he like to mind-fuck me with option. He will be like : you really don't want me to go over? Really don't want? OMG when you got option of coz u will choose the one that you satisfied most right?. Not my fault also what.... Dont u guys agree with me? So now who is to be blame on these struggles? Me or him?
Ok lahhh i would say both is equally itchy backside!
Thats all for today,
Heading back to work
:(
Till then,-The End-
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