I've becoming super sensitive never like before, I'm a person who looks at things on the bigger picture but now I'm just being so different. Changes happened and I don't like it. Felt as though I'm not me anymore. Pissed off over small little issue. Gahhhh...What's wrong with me...I think i'm just too into this. I've put too much concentration on this. Every little things makes me sensitive. When things just don't works the way i want i get all so frustrated. Unexpected things happened makes it worst. finding out things that I initially thought it was all clean up but it wasn't. I don't know why am i being so stubborn for being so bossy. Maybe it's my nature that I like things going my way when i want it that way. and when things aren't going like how i expected it to be for the first, second then the third time I'll get all crank up. Being too sensitive over things makes me feel so damn irritated. I think I'm putting in too much expectation and feelings to this and that I'm losing all my senses. I am no longer thinking rationally and am being overcome by my emotions.
It's as though I'm super fragile now. My heart were intruded anytime. Small little things happened, it all goes straight to my heart not even my mind first. I felt like a emotional kid now. Getting bad mood over rejected request, sad over jealousy,it's all upside down.
I need a break from all these. I need myself back. i admit my confidence were lost in a bit.

I am good. I've always been confident on myself and never once doubt myself. I want to regain the self back. This weekend will be the best time to patch myself back by feeding myself with hangouts with my mates and reading more articles to make me feel like I'm filled with new information.

Till then,
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